Frank: Dreams

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Hey you, what’s your dream?

It’s a simple question from one of my favorite songs. For me it makes me think over and over again.

10 years old me might be answer that question while smiling, saying I wanna be an astronaut or detective or archaeologist. So childish, typical of a dreamer.

15 years old me answer that question with more realistic answer like I wanna be a journalist, writer, photographer, or videographer. Grown up make you think more realistic, it’s true but I hate that fact.

But because of one mistake that I made before, I  messed up my life, that dreams is seem so far away. I wanna grab that dreams again, the one that make me happy, at least the realistic one. But if I do, I will messed up my life even more? What should I do? Should I bet all over my life for that dreams that look so far away? It’s like standing on the crossroad, and don’t know which path that should you choose. Cause I know my happiness is on my own hand and no one can change that.

And now time bring me to the scary place called adulthood. Honestly I so jealous with people that easily can decided his dreams, his passion in life, cause until now I still don’t have the answer for that question.

Hey you, what is your dream?

 

하루만: Passing by

 -BTS SERIES UPDATE-

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하루만 series : 1. A Fool for Love || 2. Sexy Aniya! || 3. Secret in My Heart || 4. Heartbreat Girl

Shin Hyejung, Park Jimin ||ficlet series || romance|| PG +15

 

The shaking sound of the wind
Shakes up my heart and passes by
Even though I’ve hurt all I could
How much more do I have to hurt
In order to be just fine?

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My Healing Song: BTS – Tomorrow

Such a healing.. mendengarkan lagu ini dan memahami artinya bagaikan obat tersendiri bagiku. Semua  yang tertuliskan pada lagu ini sangat nyata kurasakan, atau mungkin juga kalian akan merasakannya….. ini bukan lagu menye tentang kisah cinta bodoh. ini adalah kisah tentang hidup dan bagaimana seharusnya kita menjalani hidup…..

 

 

BTS – Tomorrow

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Same day, same moon

24/7 every moment repeats

My life is in between

Jobless twenty-somethings are afraid of tomorrow

It’s funny, you think anything is possible when you’re a kid

When you feel how hard it is to get through a day

Keep feeling like the “Control” beat, keep downloading it

Every single day is a repetition of ctrl+c, ctrl+v

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